What is your twin flame story?
11.06.2025 00:29
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
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Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
U understand who we are in your own way
Like a wild fire spreading fast
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He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
This was happening fast
My body temperature unbalanced
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
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I know you've accepted this love .
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
Also NOTE:
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He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
At what stage in your life did you realize, "No, I can't do this any more" and walk out? Why?
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
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Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
The replacement was my lookalike
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
At this moment,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
Blessings
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
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You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
Forever n ever n ever!
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
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He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
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N though, you might not know about tfs,
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This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
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SO,
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
Well,
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
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We became each other's focus project and aim.
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
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To my surprise,
It was in my happiest era
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
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When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
I don't even know how to explain it,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
Everything had gone.
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
NOTE:
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
I have no regrets 😊 😊
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
He questioned why I loved him,
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
I wish you nothing but the very best
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
Didn't put any thought into it,
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For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
I never lost words to say to him
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
It's like my blood pressure was high
When he realized who he was,
I will always love you.
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
The panic was real,
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
NOW,
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
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He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
Live long !!
What I saw in him ,
I felt beautiful inside n out
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
When you're loved right, you bloom!
Still,it didn't work.
But now,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
He complained about me messing up his life ,
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
Love n light.
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
That I was a beautiful woman
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.